I am currently in very long distance relationship. We met on my vacation and bonded in less than a month after I got there. He lives in that country. I felt like I was being pressured in all of this to accept him because I said and did some stuff because I wanted him to be happy which means I was not completely honest in my heart. The reason I acted this way, was because he is very sensitive and sometimes I would say something and he would feel hurt and betrayed which led me to pretend and say that I was jocking when part of me was truthful and honest and the other part was not and only did it to make him feel happy again. I am very very confused because before I left, we had planned marriage in 2years. Now most of his family members know about me and our plans together. He told me that I was his first and that he will never leave me no matter what.I feel trapped in this relationship because I feel pressured. He makes me feel like I should announce it to the whole world about our relationship. No that I have come back, I don't feel the same as we were when we were close by. I don't think about him, I don't miss him, and sometimes I don't have anything to say when we talk on the phone. I bought him a phone which has Viber and whatsapp which we use everyday to talk. However, he is a very nice guy and he is 2 years younger http://www.movers-moving.net/ than me. I trust him but I am afraid I don't have feelings for him or any other man. The last man I fell for broke my heart so bad...I felt rejected.
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